The prettiest people do the ugliest things...

You ain’t never lie Kanye, you ain’t never lie. There’s this girl in all of my photo classes. She’s looks like a blonde version of Megan Fox, I’m not lying to you and I’m not one to give out compliments willy nilly, just so you know. So anyway, she pretty, she knows she’s pretty. But lawdhaveitsmercy she is one ugly bitch on the inside. They say God don’t like ugly but trust me he must’ve made an exception righ here. She is truly an ugly person on the inside and it boggles my mind. See when you’re that ugly on the inside I no longer find you beautiful. The facade is gone, cause I can see right through you. I see the flames past your deep blue eyes. It’s like that ugly demon inside you starts to mask your face, y’know what I’m saying? And I’m not tryna generalize but bitch you’re gorgeous. W’thefuck you got to be so bitter about? And I know her so it’s not like I’m talking out my ass, I’ve been to the bitch’s mansion, I’ve talked to the spoiled bitch’s parents. You got it made, so why is it that you act that way? There is no need to be such an ugly person on the inside, cause guess what: that shit fades. Soon you’ll have bags and sags and bitch you will be put in your place, if not by me now then by the next one later on in life. Get it together sweetheart cause like I said, God don’t like ugly and shitgotdammit, you are ugly, on the inside and it’s slowly leaking out so watch yaself.

I know I’m 18 years old and shit but I still cringe whenever my mom says the word ‘fuck’ and she’s now downstairs cursing up a storm and I can feel my eye twitch every other ‘fuck’ that comes out of her mouth. Asdfkfcuk.

Recent realizations:

1. All cliche quotes aside, time literally stops for no man. Or woman. The world doesn’t stop spinning, the seconds don’t stop ticking, and the little hand and big hand continue to go round and round. It’s kinda like those spinning merry go rounds that would make you barf at the park when you were younger. It will continue to go faster and faster and it’s up to you when you want to jump on or off. And you bet your ass you’ll be holding on for dear life the entire ride.
2. The world isn’t as big as you once thought it was. Back when you were younger and would stare at the globe on your 2nd Grade teacher’s desk, I’m pretty sure you thought it was wayyyy too much to even wrap your Ren and Stimpy invested brain around. But as you get older, you realize that you now know friends of friends of friends of friends. Your circle expands, bumps, and collides with other circles and one day you’ll find yourself somehow connected to Rick James’s son’s best friend. And you can go around saying, yeah I’m cool with Rick James bitch, and no one would question you. Cause who knows, supposedly there’s 6,706,993,152 people in the world - with that little, it’s very well possible.